You have no idea what I have been threw & what I am going threw. I loved my children dearly. Each & every one of them. Jeremy, Bentley, and Willow are my life. I look at there pictures and items daily & it breaks my heart. I have in no way the support I need, but I keep pushing on. Not for me but for the fact that I know that one day I will be holding all of my children again. My family will be happily together. Hand in hand. The way it should be. So to all who bad mouth me. Look into my life in my shoes. See the love I have for my kids. Know I am working to design a room just to keep there stuff in because I want a place to go just to talk to them & be alone with them. Get to know me before you judge.