April.28.2011 I found out I was pregnant with our 4th child. I was due Jan.4.2012 we were scared and excited. Through the whole pregnancy I had this strong feeling the baby was a boy. So during my first ultrasound when my ob said it’s a GIRL I made him double check lol. And sure enough he said he seen the three lines. We were excited, we were gonna have 2 girls and 2 boys. We went out and bought all PINK. We chose to name her Alizabeth Caeleigh Grace Allaire and having a C-section Dec.29.2011. I had another ultrasound at 28 weeks and sure enough still girl. So I spent the next few weeks trying to convince myself the baby was a girl. I couldn’t bring myself to believe this.Dec.5.2011 I went into labor. I was 35 weeks 5 days. The on call ob thought I could have a normal delivery if the baby wasn’t too big. So we had one more ultrasound. He said baby was about 7 lbs. 2 oz. he asked so what are you having.. I said "GIRL" he said "umm it’s a BOY." What no I have had two ultrasounds and they said girl. He says there’s his boy parts it’s a BOY lol. I chose to continue and have the C-section. Nathan Andrew James Allaire was born Dec.5.2011 at11:18 pm weighing 6 lbs. 11.9 oz. and 19" long. He had Brown hair blue eyes and perfect. He had to go to NICU because he had some breathing problem following the C-section. He spent 7 days there and came home Dec.12.2011. We all were soexcited and had set up for Dec.16 for him to meet our family at my birthday dinner. The next few days were perfect. He was eating good 2-3 ounces every 2-3 hours he was gaining weight and happy. Had wake up at 4 am to eat and stay awake tell 5:30 are and he had to be held the whole time.. The morning of Dec.16 we woke up to feed him but he didn’t want to eat, he was looking pale and was not happy. So mommy took him to the ER. He was almost instantly put on a ventilator and antibiotics and ran a few tests. They tested him for RSV and pneumonia both came back fine. The doctors couldn’t figure out what was wrong so they admitted him. He seemed to be doing better. When we touched him he was finally responding. He would just look around the room. Then at 2:45 he started to crash. Mommy had to leave the room I couldn’t watch what they were doing to my baby. Luckily he had my mom his dad and my sisters there with him. They did CPR for 45 min. I remember hearing CODE BLUE to his room and my heart stopped. A family friend who happened to work there came to me and said she was VERY sorry. I said why he’s not gone he’s still fighting. Then the nurse came to me and took me into a room and said I’m sorry we did all we could he’s not going to make it please go hold your baby. So I went to Nathans room and picked himup and held him. I remember I kept thinking if I hold him he'll want to fight he'll pull through, then his lips moved and I got excited. But the doctor camein to listen for his heart beat and said I’m sorry he’s gone. I just rocked him wishing it was a dream. Everyone kept telling me it’s your birthday god wouldn’t take him and sure enough he did. We had to do an autopsy to find out why he died and he said it started off as Strep A then turned into pneumonia and then sepsis. And all this happened in the short 4 days he was home. We had Nathan cremated and home for Christmas then his service was Jan.4.2012 on his duedate.